1/red

Sir,must be difficult to live out life without knowing what would it be to see a colorfull enviroment,I cannot but feel sorry for you,and at the same time not,since your perception as a blind men  spreads comprehension.I,as a gift ot you,might as well describe what the color red feels like.The color red is the pain that you feel when a paper cut slights in between your fingers,when you touch a rose and the spines goes threw your fingers.Red is the color you feel when you fall in love and  just by thinking of the girl holding you hand,your heart goes cardio as well  as red is what feels when you discover this girl cheats on you with your best friend.Red is the feeling when someone grabs you around their arms and whisper secrets in your ear as well as when someone insults you and your family.Red is the feeling when you run and race and jump and hop threw out the land.Is the warmth of summer and the smell of fresh bread.Is the feeling when your birthday comes and your friends are around you sining to you that silly but loving song.Red is waking up in the morning of christmas and raising down to see what has santa left under the tree.Is the sound of guns as well as fireworks shooting on the sky.Red is the first day of school and the last day as well. Red is feeling when you kiss a girl for the very first and the girl kiss you back on the cheeck. Red is the first punch you throw for protecting you  little siblings form  the bullies at school. The men,old and wise,reply with thanks and tears.

7/Internet

The internet,can be a great source,to answer and finish your  homework,or could be a treath,as to lead bears with honey to a trap.The internet those not only help you with information but it also opens you mind by allowing you to investigate what other people are like.Before it took about 6 days to  have a message from los angeles to San diego,now in a matter of seconds i can speak to someone via Skype on Korea.This culture would be abel to face other people  threw out the word that  might have different perspective,they might be introduce to  new religion,they might get help with new invention.It's a great plan since they could be introduce to new medication,doctors,plans,communication,culture,and the people fmor the internet could teach them material,as well as they could teach them.It would benefit everyone as long as tehy don't go innapropiate websites,this could be a revolutionary material.

8/''I am but not weird,just unique''

I must recall more that 56 times that they had called me weird for the way I act i think and I do the stuff.I don;t do them like I was taught to,but more of my own way.As if they pointed to a path and told me ''you must follow this path to achieve your goal'' and instead of following the path like everyone else I just walk on the grass and either make it more simple or more difficult. I think of the randomness things and I have the need to tell people this.It might be because i like attention,It might not but still I try to outstand others.What is not to be like about been unique.They say that the more unique and outstanding you are ,the more likely they will look at you.I don't mind be call weird,I use to tae it like an insult.''How dare they insult me fro somethinn I am and can't change,as if telling a homosexual to be straight,is like telling me to normal'' Disgustin that word is.Normal,whats that?,some kind of sickness,Ew get away from me I might get this normal your talking about.I love been myself,not having to pretend to be someone I am not.I am honest to a certain point,in the way that my honesty does not hurt in  any way to the one I'm communicating with.That's why that quote  deserves me and I deserve it.

9/Merry happiest Joyfull GenDay

GenDay,the most jubilant day of them all.It occurs every year,with out absence.Is a day to celebrate with allegory. Happens every 1 of january.Gen day stands for genesis day,as to well know ''genesis'' means the begenning of something,the start of a time.It is celebrated by reuniting with those that you love,you get to drink tradituanal french fries,as to celebrate another year of  no obessity,and if you are chunky,then you eat lettuce,so to celebrate a year of dieting (which would soon you would not do for lack of time) Oh ,is the time to sing along and to wear you festive blue,purple,green,and pink cloth,since those are the ones that use to celebrate such event.At the ring of both 3 am and pm ,you shall all jumo three times,do 12  pull ups and sing your ABC's backwards,to celebrate another year of fitness and responsabilities driving.What says more resposabilities than get stinking drunk,or intoxicatinly hyper for the children under the age of 21.I hoe you all have a merry happy GenDay,drive safely.

10/Advice!

''A lock that is open by any key is avoided,a key that can open any lock,that right there,is a treasure found'' I was given this advice not so long ago.A family friend was talking to me and,i was discussing on how difficult is to find a relationship now a days,and how simple it looks for girls to get guys when I'm just standing here with a poster saying with big bold letters ''TAKE ME!!!'' I love his advice since it  discouse that he is pretty clever coming up with quotes and advice that  amuse me.This has help me persieve things in different forms,the girls that get  more  guys  just simply means ''With any one ill go'',meanwhile the single ones are picky and are more desirable.He told me that  guys persieve this,they like to chase ,not to be the chasey. Appreciating his advice and following it is what I would do,since this has help me see my way of thinking differently. 

11/Are we better than others?

Are we better than other? I have never been interview by an university,but I am assuming that they will not ask me this question since the goal of the university is more to attend their school.I'll be hypocrite and answer ''no,I think you're the best school out there'' but sincerely ill think to my self ''Actually yes,I think there are better schools out there that could defenitely teach me better stuff than you and it  won't cost me an eye to study here for one semester''
There is always room for fill in the blank ''You are the smartest person in the school because ____'' I know a certine individual (*cough* Gustavo*cough* )who would die for this question to appear  in his university applications.How easy that would be,and how clever could someone reply to that.It's always fun and enjoyfull to think of the impossible,since is next to never to think that Standford or Harvard would ask that.What would be even better would be if they ask ''Would you be interested in  learning dark and profound magic at Howards''I would pack my bags and answer ''Si!'' to show my enthusiasm in learning.

12/Genesis The Movie

  Everyone  enters the movie theater and sits in their designated sits,the lights get turn off and everyone goes silent.An indication that the movie is about to begin.Trailers are playing,meanwhile the audience chews on popcorn and  slurp on their pepsis.There is  the random people  commenting ''Oh,that movie looks interesting'' and ''Oh,man,I am so going to see that movie when it comes out''.Then the drums start to play and the introduction with the little boy with the ballon appears on the Dreamworks logo.An explosions then appears,and random blue monkeys with fangs appears,enthrilling everyone with there macarena dancing.Everyone ,hypnotize by their intrigating dance,follows them at the rhythm of the latino tone.Then a guy burst into the exit door wiht a motorcycle,wearing a leather jacket,with  glitterly letters saying ''sassy princess''.He gets up with a  transportation gun and shoots the monkeys,unfortunatly he dies do to his one true weakness,latino beat music.Her girlfriend comes to the rescue,but as same as the peach princess from mario bros,she is useless,and can not but cry helplessly on his chest agonizing and blaming herself for this,for she could have prevent his death somehow,she continue exagerating the situation by screaming at the top of her long ''PANNCHIIIITTOOOOOOOO!!!! WHYYYY PANCHIIITOOO''in a spanish accent meanwhile a depressing music plays in the background,then in bold white letters with a font of black appears at the screen reading ''this story shall continue''

13/Hi there roomate,sup?

Dearest (nah to formal)
Hey there buddy (what the,we no longer live in the 90's ,who even says that now a days )
Hi future roomate.
My name is Genesis Hernandez Levin.Im from Chula Vista,is in San Diego.I would like introduce myself to your right now,since i would most likely not be here.I'm gonna settle some ground rules form the begging.I would not touch your food,so I would like you to do the same with mine.I am a procrastinator,so often you would see me doing my work at 1:30 am in the morning trying to finish off at the very last minutes,I am really dedicated to this habbit,so hopefully your a heavy sleeper.If you bring guys to the room,please give me a call since I do not want to bother you guys or enter in an innapropiate time.I am actually nicer than I look.Im just rough on the edges.I have a thick accent,and you most likely think that is russian,because most of my friends do.I am mexican isrealy,which is cool if you ask me.I am sociable and i can play fair with other kids,I also enjoy long walks on the beach and like to have expensive dinners in fancy restaurants (untrue,in fact the last part,jus tot put some humor here and there)As you see I have an aggressive kind of humor,but don't worry,I am a quite person,and you would  see me sleeping,for that when i get to my bed,I sleep like as if I'm dead.I look forward o meeting you.
Sincerely
Your future awesome buddy :D
(I even took the liberty to sent you a picture so you can spot me on introduction day,I know we would have an awesome time at law school)

14/Money,wealth,leads to sins and greed.

Money, many seek it,few reach it. Battles,wars,and apocalyptic results have been the outcome of this greedy possession.I had witness myself of outcomes lead by this sinner object. Money,money,money,is for what most man seek.For what has society has pointed to be the most essential thing.Many had die and fail to succeed in the struggle to achieve such goal ,and to posses it all.For that you do not posses you must want to obtain.This only proves that we are control by an object.
It does not speak,it does not hear,it does not feel emotion,it does not think.Yet still the blood of many have been spill for this.Are we all puppets control by the economic leaders.Lead by our desire to have more than others.For we reach a point were we don't fight for what we need,for  aniquilate for what we lack.Money is necesarie to a point.Money is what brings to suggestion wether we are more than animals,since we act like beast when we come to reach for it.
I think money is an object where we consume and live upon,but we get greedy when theirs spare.We prepare our self through out our whole life to battle for a high potition to gain more money,there for education = money,then again money=education.An endless loop.We are blind to see wether we are doing this for our selfs or because we want the money so eagerly that we forget why we are even doing it.Maybe this is the reason why Abba wrote their song.

15/What I could do with my self >:D

 
   If I were to go to  a college and I could contribute to it,I don't know what i would do,sincerly speaking,I would not do parties,since I would get irritate it.
I guess in my personal opinion that at the end what I would contribute it it would be my sense of humor.College is a stressfull time,were you have to be constantly on your toes,since is  a 24/7 studying and working.When your not studying your working,when your not working your studying,and when your not doing any of those two,you are sleeping,and if you don't have time for nay of those,your doing everything at the same time,talk about multi tasking right there.
I do not thing I could elaboratea revolutionary idea to make an impact on the college,since most of the student and staff are doing their own thing.
 Yes,I know,they would be delietate by my beautiful presence,with my magnificent personality,nut that would not help as much.I am not sure to what college,or if I am attentding to college at all.This question kinda irritates me,for that the answer to this question is unreachable,well it is but not for me,for that I am unsure of my future at the moment.
I ask around and as I see no one has come up with a great idea.
If it was up to me,Ill put some kind of carnival games for those nights that you had a miracle and have free time.You know,that little  compactic cage in which it goes in a circle and you seem to have reach a point up so far that you are almost abel to reach your hand up ,grab a star,and feel the warmth in between your fingers.Maybe even a roller coaster if the plans work alright.Maybe that way students will have fun and procrastinate more.I'm passing a legasy here.

16/ To those words that could't face

 
   My sister,of 13 years of age,is a dedicated fan to anime,japanese cartoons.She goes and saves money to dedicate this fan issue.She buys from plushies,to dvds,to costume so she could dress up for the occasion.Their are events in were people will attend and share the same hobbies as her,which is cosplaying. This is the ''art'' of dressing as a character from any specific cartoon.Me,as her older responsable and amazing sister,is to take care of her meanwhile this events are in progress.We have gone from Comic-con to  Anime Conjie.Trust me,after  going to those conventions, you have seen almost everything.You can't unseen what has already been seen.There is from normal participant,such as my sister,who dress up according to their gender.and theirs the one that are not.

I have seen fat oversize fully grown up male who could easily pass as my spanish AP teacher who wear dresses that are meant to be worn by young girls with  sand clock body shapes,I had nightmares for months after seeing him,then again is a free country so he could to whatever he feels like doing.
   .Then theirs the ones that  dress as animals,honestly I really don't care for them,tho they are really nice people.Finally ,it is common for this participants to have a poster saying ''free hugs'' ,its fun and elaborated, you can never know what you might encounter in those gathering.
This year I decided to participate in the arts of dressing up. Madeline,my sister,let me borrow one of her costumes.Which consist of one pair of clothing which included short shorts and a t-shirt,with a blue vest and a blue wig,making me look like a space alien cadet.I was alright with this idea and went ot comic-con looking like I was out of my mind since the wig was half way in  half way out.The world collided when I stumble upon the guy I liked,Joshua,He spot me right away.The only thing i wanted to  do is for the earth to swallow me up,until now that was the most embarrassing moment in my whole entire life.He  look at me with kind eyes,which i appreciate for what the moment  he could just burst out laughing,but he was kind enough not to do so.This event impact me with one solid lesson.Never to wear wigs again.The end,I know ,I know,beautiful story,right? They should do  a movie about this.

#17/To fight for one self

 
     I remember when I was young and everything seem so simple,when the most difficult problem you could run to is wether to choose a red crayon or a red marker,wether you should check under your bed or inside your closet to verify that no mosnters were awaiting to haunt you as soon as you went to sleep.
I was raise in a small town call ''Playas de Tijuana'' ,you could say that at the time I was raise there that part of Tijuana was the lost and forgotten part,not even the public transportation could run that far,when we took it we had to get  off at the last stop and keep on walking,the blacktop wans't even a blacktop ,just  rocks and dark dirt.My house was pretty big,you could say that I was rich at that time.I had no worries, nothign at all,I wasnt the happiest o girls,but i  could't complain.
Everything that I knew,was just ripped out of my hands when my mom announce to me a malificent sentence ''You're going to the other side to study for the rest of your school life.'' i was devastated.How could my mom do this to me,how can she,isn't there  a law that prevents this kinds of decisions.She told me it was my choice wether I wanted to go or not,but of course that was just empty speech to make me feel more control.I wanted to drop to the ground  and make a big scene even tho we were in the secluded side of my living room and technically no one could see my big tantrum than my mom and Marta,who at the time was my ''babysitter'' (she really didn't took care of me but she made me feel like a grown up when i talked to her,so she was alright)
I, coming from a private school,with a class of about 7 to 8 kids,was sent to Palomar elementary school, as a third grader I was mindless and unaware that  in this school they don't speak spanish.Me not even know more than pen,hen,and chicken,now was expected to have a full size conversation.I just rested my self to not speak at all.I hated the school.I hated the teacher.I dispite my classmates,and I abhorrence every minute of it.I had a habbit of faking headaches and pain in my stomach so that my mom would take me away from my torture.For all i could hear was   static  and  words that might have as well been some witchcraft,and it seem that no one bother to explain to me what was happening.Retreving me to the computers as an alternative to learning this native language that I was confronting for the first time,I was socially excluded,as to be sick with a strange deseas,everyone seem to avoid me. I try to be socially involve with my classmates,my plan fail  since  they  would ridicule me  when I was not near,they might as well do it in front of me since I did not understand.Often I would try to not speak,since I was stab by the comments of my thick accent,how could I with a few years of knowledge be defended.My mom would come to the school to hang out with me,since I lack friends.

  In those years my sister became ill,really ill.My dad became also ill.My mom became pregnant and had a baby,he didn't make it threw.I was then taken care by my uncles.They were indeed difficult years, and to the pit of my stomach I kinda wanna seek revenge for those who treat me wrong and laugh because of my struggle.How dare they laugh at someone misfortune.Yet still they continue with it.
 Years pass,and everyone grew up and went their own way,some of them I see them daily, ignoring the remarks they had leave in me,masking the bitterness I refuge. However, in dispite of those memories, there were people,students who would see surpass the covers,which is what brougth me hope and thanks to that I had become the person that I am now.

# 18 /Oh the things I would do to change this school

  I don't want to offend no one  with this opinion but our school is full of gossip,disobedience,lack of respect,sex,drugs,dullness.The list goes on and on,infinitely applying itself more and more  things that we lack or we abuse.It would serve us right to have more spirit and respect.  Ridiculous has been how we treat our school,their is profanity at each conner and obscenities and actions that are not well respected, it is rare to go to the bathrooms and to not smell weed or find an use condom.After school,you can't turn around and see people almost procreating themselves in public.Of course this is not an issue just in my school ,but mostly common within the region of our community.The gossip could start with '' this girl hug this guy'' and end up with ''this girl is pregnant'' but that problem comes from the begging of social communication,so we can't but live with it.

Recently a rumor and accident have been happening in Castle Park High were some staff and student have been involved,making our school more ''ghetto'' as is popular known for,even tho were are not ghetto,just cause were in a school that is in a low income region. It is expected from other school to be talking and rambling about scramble suggestions of what could have possible occur with this accidents, I get it and I understand fully, what I don't really get is how is it possible that our won school,our own students,our own classmates, takes a full spoon of gossip and sneeze it out threw out the whole school,like a little kinder garden with chicken pow,contaminating the reality of the situation,no respect with in your own school. Respect your school,and you will bring spirit to it,you will bring pride. Trojans are ridiculously infecting the school with more sickness and illness. Situating the reference with  the situation with ''best buddies'' ,a group/club that involves students in regular classes to participate and engage in social a activities in where you get to explore other kids with special and different abilities.I ,myself, am part of that group,where i get to spent certain amount of time with one of those student.One time I was dancing at lunch with one of them and since the group that day was hanging out outside of their class,which is next to the GSA club.A group of students where heading to room 201 and suddenly I spot heading there meanwhile I was dancing with my best buddies.With the exception of one of them,everyone avoided making eye contact with me, I knew everyone in that little group,it kinda open my eyes that those people were not open minded but the fact that they didn't even make a nice gesture to those with less capabilities than them,but they didn't have the respect to even say hello to them.They acted as if they didn't even recognize me.

Another fact that were lacking in our school is the spirit.Specially with the seniors.They get a big fat ugly hideous 0 for attitude and spirit for their school.I hang out in the senior lawn as a junior.I had been call to the attention about 3 times about not been a senior but they often avoid me since the people i hang out are actually seniors,however there is about 12 more  in the same area i hang out that are freshman and sophomore,which is kinda sad,since it is,in fact,the last year of high school for this students,I stop hanging in that area for that seniors could enjoy their lunch,however sophomores and freshman are still hanging there, thanks to them ,seniors are at risk of loosing their senior lawn.I assume that by been seniors they would demand their right to have them for them ONLY,but of course,their lack of  spirit impales them to do so.When students are ask what school they come from ,instead of responding whit enthusiasm ''Castle Park High!!!,TROJANS FOR LIFE'' they just defend them self as to ''i come form a ghetto school''.I've been part of conversation where referring to sporting events ,the only conclusion in to attending to the games is to ''see Caste Park loose'',of course this encouraging words brings me back to the fact,that we definitely need to change our attitude as a school and be proud to be a trojan,because once your a trojan,your always be a trojan.

#19/ Y U NO GO TO SCHOOL FORCEFULLY !?!?!?!

Well known,it is,that to have a better future in a life,one must attend to school to achieve such goal.A long  time have pass with such argument at stand,as if a student really need to attend school,with the dispute of wether is  necessary for the student to be on school grounds in order to graduate school and go to  a more advance level.In my opinion,I think that I would much rather have a doctor,a teacher,or a policeman that i shall encounter through out my life to,at least,a basic education,in which attending is mandatory. People who go against this statement or proposal,since they might argue that to learn the material that the school needs you could just open a book and learn it by yourself,or also they might argue that if they desire not to learn and get a job as a striper,bar tender,or a musician who is natural with music.Contrary to those statements is that by not attending to school,the student is limiting it self socially and mental.By attending school you acquire information about effective communication with in your social environment, which later on will help them on with practical communication and social bonding. Attending school forcefully will teach to conduct your life in such a way that you would balance both education and free time,in the level that you will be preparing your self for the thrilling world out there,which would be adulthood.Ignorance shall be spread if student stop attending schools, since they will be most likely encourage to think one way,and be bias about what choices and decision in this world would be.They will not be taught about the Civil War,science,mathematics,english,or another foreign languages,making their world smaller and constructing limits.Great chances ,most likely to occur, that by not attending,we will not have the ability to hear others opinion or be abel to share ideas as we do know. Just have a thought about extreme poverty countries , where they have to battle with multiple task which we take for granted since their given to us in plates of gold.Of course,we don't bring to mind this, and is common for student to grant their education by ditching, thinking to their selfs that ''I already know this ,I can easily catch up''.I wonder how would they become when they grow up.Education is persive as the base of  our society and democracy,since it give us complex thinking and  give us,most of the time, a non bias perception of what we want and what we need. All children are educated in United States,its fundamental to  a growing country that seeks for revolutionary ideas.The more the merrier.Its required by law till now.

I myself understand the pressure which comes up to students everyday,specially when its closer to senior year,since is overwhelming,we cant but pray for friday to come rushing in.For that they use only their half weekend as nap time and then procastinate till sunday.This is an example of time management ,which you learn i n school.You wouldt really know what im talking if you were not to be force to go to school.

#20- What would you do if you could speak to one type of animals?Which one would it be?

     For centuries humans have tried to  communicate with animals,to see what they see,to know what they know,to cross new frontiers.What if we are abel to reach that goal,the goal in which we get the opportunity to speak to animals,any kind,any species,but only one. From all the species in the world,without thinking it twice,i would choose the rodents.Im speaking about those ones that crawl and scatter everywhere. Those that make a girls scream at the top of their lungs and be as pale as snow,those that make an elephant jump on top of a chair.
      Ignorance doesn't even cover how people perceive such a complex diminutive organism. Most often  they see such an animal as a carrier of disease such as the black plague,as those that  hide under the shadows of humans,living  in stinking sewers,eating what not even the homeless people  could  bear  to  put in their  mouths. Over the years the rodents  had earn a more persuasive name to go as pets or as exebitions  in  zoos. Such examples as the movie  of disney ''Ratatouille'' or the  old 90's show ''tom and jerry''. Yet still when you see a rodents running around some public area,they have to go ahead and call animal control since they are so abominable.
      The reason behind why I would like to speak toward such a species would be out of pure curiosity, the  idea  acme to me a few weeks ago.As iI was speaking to my friend Xavier , a random student scream as to call bloody murder,but indeed it wasn't  nothing like that,it was a defendless creature running around the senior lawn as if they were in war,must not be that different in their  perspective since the risk they are running  for going out in the open during school hours is more than a suicidal thought.I feel as if they are not giving that much importance.I mean,they are mostly treated as lab experiment,testing  medicine and  viruses,see up to what point they can survive.I do understand why they do that,if the rats and mouses don't then they will find something or someone else to test on.
   Imagine all the stuff this small diminutive animals had gone threw,they place and things they had heard,the knowledge they earn living in a world where surviving a day is an accomplishment. It's intersting to dismiss the fact that all of all the mammals on earth,40 percent of that are rodents.Without realising it you get to see them everywhere.
   To be honest,the only reason I am choosing this  is because I have a hamster at home,actually 3,two girls name hamster 5 and Kuki,and two hamster,well they used to be 2,they were name Walle/Hugo and Luis,unfortunetly Luis died out of fatness. Recently Walle /Hugo has an immense tumor on his tiny tommy. However much we love this marvelous hamster,is no possibe  for us to pay for the vet and we can not dare to think to take him out of his misery.Furthere more we would like to hear what he has to say,even tho we can't actually understand,this is why i would like to speak to rodents.